" my world -

2009-07-18T05:55:00.000-07:00

WA SEH.
my cousin pop by my house just now.
guess what he showed me?
a new Itouch.
apparently, his old one got spoilt and so he sent for repair.
the Apple company gave him a new one just cuz it is unrepairable.
like, WHAT THE!!!
for free too!
LUCKY ASS

2009-07-03T09:12:00.000-07:00

LOOK AND DROOL.

HAHAHHAHA!
i was organising my photos when i realise that me and my class clique really are a VERY CRAZY BUNCH.

hahhahaha.
can't stop laughing when i look at the pictures.
most of them are not the 'okay, let's all look pretty and smile' kinda pictures.
we really look damn unglam but having so much fun!
all the funny and stupid faces and actions we made.
the really ugly ones which can't be seen be seen in the public are the ones which are so dear.
HAHAHHA.
i love u guys man!
WHOOOHOOO!!!

anyway, GUESS WHAT I GOT FOR MY BITHDAY!!!!
ITOUCH BAYBEH!
okay, i know now a lot of people have ITouch already, but, I DON'T CARE!!
MUAHAHAHHA. its still very special to me.
my first apple, HEH HEH.
hahhahahaha.

spent the whole day trying to figure it out.
to register and upload everything.

one thing i am very disappointed is that, I CAN'T DELETE MUSIC STRAIGHT FROM THE DEVICE!
i need to delete using my laptop.
so irritating!
rawwwrrr..

oh! did u mention me and The Clique went to sentosa yesterday?
SO FUN
hahhaha.
Wan Yin came along too.
MORE WILL BE TOLD WHEN PICTURES ARE UPLOADED.

BYEEEEEE

2009-06-22T03:42:00.000-07:00

HEY DAD!
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

look, i even found a cute doggie with ur hairstyle! (:

2009-06-16T21:27:00.000-07:00

YAY!
back from chalet and class BBQ.
it was fun, man.
a lot of unspeakable funny CRAZY moments!

in summary, [haha]

the group of us girls went to our room and settle down.
kin and i decided to go to escape theme park, considering the number of years since we last went.
the rides are now kinda kiddish to me.
hahaha.
i had more trills and fun when i was younger.
i remembered going there with my neighbour since childhood, Geraldine.
i had so much fun back then. hahaha.
anyway, despite having outgrown the rides, i did have a great time.
ESPECIALLY ON THE PIRATES SHIP AND GO-KART!
yes, i realise i can't drive for nuts.
kin had to help me steer.
HAHA

finally went clubbing last night [WHOOHOO!] and i enjoyed myself dancing.
but too bad, i realised i'm allergic to alcohol cuz i had hives [some rash inflammation] when we went back to the chalet.
we went to Power House and it was errrr.. okay, not bad.
Reshem wasn't really high so we didn't see much of "Rachel" in action.
the place was sandwich packed that we sweat and cram and squeeze and got pushed and pulled.
the number of eye candies in the club, however, made up for all these irritations.
qian, reshem and i got up into the dance platform to dance too.
it was WOOOHOOO!
hahah.
too bad for the other girls la.
they can't dance. LOL.

after that we went back to the chalet at around 4 or 5AM to change into more comfortable clothes and head down to the hawker centre.
REALLY REALLY tired by the time we were done eating.
went back to the chalet to zonk out.

Ester, eve, yi ting, shu ya, xu feng, jiang li and sam went to pulau ubin to cycle early in the morning the next day
i can't image where sam got the energy, man.
anyway, the rest who went clubbing snored till around 1 or 2PM.
got prepared for the BBQ.
about 5pm i rushed down to meet sally to collect my earrings.
when i got back to the chalet, i stole a few minutes of ZZZs before joining the rest.

BBQ was not bad.
we had a great time playing games and watching a few got high from alcohol, ESPECIALLY REHEM.
hahahha.
the 'hot mama' was revealed.
i think we slept around... 5AM and woke up at 9AM plus to check out.

yup, THE END.

2009-06-11T08:21:00.000-07:00

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!
REALLY FUNNYYYY!!!

oh oh oh!
stomach cramp. hahaha

the boy boy so CUTE!!!! hahahha. and funny! HAHAHHA

would u want to be in this car ride? hahaha!
FUNNY!

AIYO! poor thing!!!

fly fly fly!!1 HAHAHA

2009-06-09T09:11:00.000-07:00

this is girlicious.

i like pussycat dolls and i've discovered this new group "Girlicious".

and APPARENTLY, pussycat dolls' manager held an audition to form this new hot group girlicious.

i like a few songs, so far.
my most loved is still 'stupid shit'
GIRL POWER, BAH-BEY! (:

this group is somewhat like pussycat doll but can sing and dance.
more street dance since pussycat doll is more of classy club dancers.

watch DANCE SUBARU today with rosy and twinny!
its a nice show but it got a little draggy at parts but the dance is niceeeeee.
wooohooo!
legs shoot up to the head and jetes here there.
GOSH.

2009-06-02T08:42:00.000-07:00

TOTORO AND DOMO-KUN!!!!
my LOVELY CUTE FAVOURITE PAIR!!!
WHEEEEEE!!!

2009-05-27T08:31:00.000-07:00

OTHER THINGS MAY CHANGE US,
BUT WE START AND END WITH FAMILY

2009-05-27T00:17:00.000-07:00

THE WAY YOU SEE IT

currently, there is a confirmed case of H1N1 in our very own Tan Tock Seng.
so, KEEP CLEAN, PEOPLE!!! (:

2009-05-26T23:42:00.000-07:00

FLEA.FLY.FLO.FUN flea market!
can't wait to go man! WHOOOHOOO!

vintage steals, watch ur back! (:

yesterday went to downtown with my twinny's family. (:

yay, i surprisingly enjoyed their company
kin lai's parents are both very easy to talk to and are not annoyingly strict for small reasons.
felt at ease to talk about any topic with them around.

thanks, Mr and Mrs Chew for the super filling breakfast in this hong kong cafe.
kin lai ordered soooo many dishes! haha.
can't finish all.

after that we went to downtown east to settle my clique chalet admin stuffs.
all of us passed by this mini jackpot den.
Mr Chew tried his luck with his $20 but didn't get showered with one dollar coins.
kin and i were super impressed by some middle-aged housewives' and men's luck.
most of the time, we could hear the scattering sound of coins coming out of the jackpot.
it was like they needed 2 plastic bowl to contain all the coins!
and there were a lot more coming out!
we even asked a guy how to play,
and surprisingly, he was very outward with his advices and game instructions!
cuz usually no one will teach u how to gamble.
they'll be scared u will win their money.
haha.
but kin and i weren't going to gamble.
we were just curious with all those buttons.

after that, me and the Chews waited for the shuttle bus for about... 1 hour plus.
Zzzz.
upon reaching Boon Lay, kin and i went shopping in Jurong point mall.
shiokkkkk, i tell u.
hahaha
i bought.. contact lens, a red headband, 2 lovely notebooks from pop art and a tube of mascara.
kin bought shoes (:
i want to buy a dress from Joop.
should i?
HMM!

went to kin's house to play Wii.
SUPER SUPER FUN!
we played the rabbit game version 3.
we played mostly the dancing game, all of which are disco night songs such as 'Le Freak', 'ABC', 'wake me up', 'jungle boogy'.
TOTAL LUUURVE IN THE HOUSE, MAN!
and the game which was a little like guitar heroes.
i think we loved "TOXIC" by britney spears the most cuz it was the funniest!
hahahhaa.

then we played tennis, BOXING (!!!!!), golf (-.-), etc.
and knowing kin, she has a high school musical sing-along game so we played that too.

wa! u don't have to go to the gym to do any more arm exercises if u have a Wii at home.
total work out, man!

yay yay! totally loving yesterday.
so fun.

alrights!
i think i should go do my Elearning now.

*PS - girls, i am so excited for chalet!!!!! esp at night! WHOOOHOOO!! HAHAHAHA

2009-05-05T04:17:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY! (:

i am back.
like, FINALLY.
my blogger just wouldn't let me in.

hohoho.
felt good for my dance and drama club that they are still striving on and going strong!
jia you guys.

have stopped dancing.
time to just settle down and study for God.

sometimes, i wonder.
why live life for the flesh?
having a God-centered life is much more relaxed and a better sense of security for the soul.

right now, i just feel like liquid.
still in the computer lab of my school.
ran 2.4km with yu ye just now.
felt great.
have not moved my butt for the longest time.
but i am still experiencing these strong irregular palpation.
hope it will not lead to something deadly.

u know whAT?
i want to do something for God.
i don't know what but there is something unrest in me.
like something is trying to tell me something.
that i can serve Him in a way.
but i just don't know what.
hope to hear more from You, Pop

know why my sentences are all blah blah full stop blah blah blah blah blah full stop blah blah full stop?
my eyes are getting heavy.
so i'd probably better go home now.
shall sleep on 1 hour train trip.
till next time,
Buh-Byeeee (:

2009-04-27T06:37:00.000-07:00

HAHA!

lester: when u meet God in Heaven after u die and u ask him to create a new colour which is not in the rainbow, do u think he will and can do it?

me: ya why not? ask and u shall receive. and what else can He not do which is more complicated than men?

ivan [lying on the coach and evedropping all the while!!] : there is! WOMEN!

HAHAHAH! i was like, gong-ed for a minute. then i started wacking him with the foam sword.

i think a new sexist joke has been born.

2009-03-12T08:14:00.000-07:00

AS BUSY AND MUNDANE AS A JAMMED HIGHWAY.

i love this picture.
it was taken with a Tilt Shift Lens and it makes the cars look like toy cars in a small play set. (:

*WANT TO TAKE MORE PICTURES SOOOON!*

oh boy.
i sure wish i am still in a secondary school or somewhere which is not tertiary.
then i can rant all day about what went on in class.
oh wow, the word class.
i hadn't have a fixed classroom for what seems like aeons!
poly life is so not like pri, sec or JC.
we don't have our fixed tables to doodle on or to keep our books any more.

ANYWAY! on the lighter note,
today was rather... productive.
did some sewing and bathed my dog.
Shortly after dog wash, I started on my chores.
The dishes were followed by wiping all the tabletops and windowsills and boy! was there a lot of dust!
I then vacuumed and swept the floor.
Finally I cleaned the kitchen sink.

Upon finishing my chores I headed to the gym since I was already sweaty from all that housework.
Bedok gym is relatively pathetic.
i'd much preferred Tampines's one cuz its has a better view, bigger and better equiped.
I didn't really do much there but still, some exercise is better than no exercise so I'm still proud of myself!
After the gym I showered then crashed on my bed.

i think i went to lalaland for about 15 mins before going online for awhile after cousin was done fixing some stuffs in my laptop.
went to bath and went down to meet Tricia in IT fair to get a charm bracelet from her.
i love it a lot cuz it has details which mimics an arab bracelet.
it changes from silver to gold at times and i'll say that's rather cool!
haha.

IT fair was okay.
i was looking for DSLR in the canon, nikon and sony's booth.
i think i will not be getting a first hand camera.
want to have fun with a second hand first.
and i love old cameras.
whoohoo! (:
bumped into william and 2 of his colleage in one of the booth.
the crowd there was.. MADNESS, full stop.
went to find my dad with 2 of his friend checking out a hard drive for me.
yay yay! more space for me to jam up d:

Jade didn't come for our salsa class tonight cuz she was too tired.
so i went down by myself.
tonight's class was fun-tastic! (:
cuz its a faster speed and Jason was like, "do the cross step! do the miami slide! the Cuba slide! the side step! basic! now the back break! double back break! now right turn! double right turn! left turn! double left turn! alright, grape vine! box step, here we go!"
hahahah! and it was crrrraaaazzzyy!!!
but i had so much fun! and THANK GOD i was able to be on time with those shines. hahah
PHEEEEW, i must say!
this time we had 3 guys in our class.
2 guys from salsa on2 class came to help out.
now we had enough boys to go around!
its usually just Jade and i cuz the other people who sign up for Jason and Jerrine's class always go fly kite.
lol.
i loved partner work today but had trouble with the 360 cross body lead.
FUWAH! like whirlwind, i tell u.
dizzy.
gotta work on that!

yesterday, met up with Josh and jess for an early dinner.
we trudged there in the rain and I got my butt and legs all muddy.
The only bright side of the rain was that I saw the most beautiful rainbow, the brightest rainbow I've ever seen.
and u know how much i just LURRRRVE RAINBOWS. (:
When we found the restaurant there were no tables available so we waited for ages.
Dinner was followed by dessert at TCC.

I tried to make oreo cheesecake when went to jess's house.
cheese is all over her kitchen!
so sorry jess's new maid whom i can't remember the name!
she must be thinking "Ugghh more cleaning :( "
oreo cheese cake was not bad cuz we put in so much love into it.
heh heh. (:

2009-03-06T20:18:00.000-08:00

hey guys.
back for another update.

recently, i have been more exposed the ways of Christ cuz have been going more often to church.
its a good thing too. (:
and i've come to realise that praying is not about how well others think u pray, but a communication with God.
so i don't have to really care about the people listening to my prayers.
like how long it should be, or how well versed i am.
i hope to be more confident with the things i say and stop having all these brain freezes.

also, last time at dawn's place for cell, Jeanie talked about friendship and all the friends we have in Basket 1,2 and 3 [closest to not so close].
i'm really glad she touched on this topic as i feel i am having this problem in the recent events of my life.
sometimes its really hard to please each and every one of our friends.
trying to be the number 1 friend to everyone.
proverbs 18 : 24
" A man of many companions may come to ruin, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother"
so true so true.
in simple terms, people who are popular doesn't mean he/she has many close friends who will stick around in bad times.
most just playplayplay, ha.ha.ha, hi, bye and that's it.
not much to the deeper level of intimacy.

but anyway, those are what Jeanie taught us about.
i realise that when someone who is in my Basket 1 or 2 places me in Basket 3, there will always be that trace of disappointment.
usually this will cause me to feel left out, in a way.
instead of going on to try make it work out better by talking to them, etc, i will just keep quiet and go on with the flow of things.
in another words, i'm just digging my own grave to depression.
but last night taught me to place God in the middle of Basket 1 and to turn to Him with my problems.
i feel it has taken away more of my disappointment and hurt.

there's also friends who are seasonal and sometimes they can be the best kinda friends to have.
i have such a friend - hui fang.
and i really appreciate her being in my life. (:

alright, i gtg now.
seeyaaa!!!

2009-03-02T07:25:00.000-08:00

WE HAD JOY, WE HAD FUN, WE HAD SEASONS IN THE SUN.

haha. i think the only ones who remembered to know were Rosy, bibi and ester.
the other 3 of us probably forgot that there are 3 shots in the self-timer.

yay! SENTOSA WAS FUN! (:
i took many many many[!] photos of 2 little England lads by the name of Trey and Tristian.
Tristian the older naughtier bully of a brother.
Trey, holding to the ball was sweet as an angel but just as mischievous. (:

they are just adorable, arent' they?!
maybe i might make an animated picture of them probably later.
i'm sick of trying to minimize the pictures.
ALL SO BIGGG!

2009-03-02T05:05:00.000-08:00

THIS IS MY BEST FRIEND, BI ZHEN.

she can be retarded at times but i still love her.
hahhaa.
thanks to nuo for teaching me how to do this.
the previous on was a video which i've deleted.

2009-03-01T05:00:00.000-08:00

tell me why.
after all these years, i would still think of u and miss u just as much.
just when i thought i was over u, something about u brings back memories.
a sniff of ur deodorant reminds me of how fresh u always smelt.
photos and songs just makes me miss u more.
badminton tournaments reminded me how well u did during badminton seasons.
how i would run to tampines stadium everyday after school to watch u train.
even when i am not having training.
the tingling feeling i had when u played with benjamin in the court next to mine.
being top singles player and former SBA member, i loved watching u play.

tell me when i can stop this silliness.
maybe this is why i stop making things for people.
because making things for them remind me how i always shower handmade things for u.
there's still this raw spot where it hurts just as much.

i'm just a little not over u.
but i'm still fighting.

2009-02-27T07:22:00.000-08:00

do u remember those cartoons u used to watch back in the 1990s?
well, i loved 1985's RAINBOW BRITE more than anything i've ever watched.
more than barney, more than sesame street and bugs bunny.
i watched it almost everyday in my childcare when i was a kid.
if u have not watched it before, all the characters are all in different colours of the rainbow.
oooooh, how i love rainbow colours. (:

SHIOK! today went to Sentosa with my classmates!
fun fun fun!
hahah.
thanks to andy for lending me his DSLR.
got some pretty good shots for zeee's photoshoot and sentosa trip.
tmr have to do a small photoshoot for jessica and hazel too.
busy busy busy.

there are some very funny photos i thought of posting here.
maybe some other days.
gtg sleep on my rainbow dreams! (:
night night!

2009-02-18T09:05:00.000-08:00

HAVE YOU EVER LOOKED BACK AT UR BABY PHOTOS AND GO, "HOLY MOLEY, WHAT IN THE WORLD WENT WRONG?!"

well, i did.
i was looking though my baby photos just now and i came across this picture of 4 or 5 year old me wearing an awful excuse of a clown outfit with some nasty looking mud splatter all over me.
i think i was in a friend's birthday party.
but still, that's no way to look in a party!

and i've always loved this pale pink ruffled bib dress shirt and i like to part it with my red wooden clogs.
i love to wear my mum's long auntie-like skirts cuz i love the silky flowy feel of it when it brushes my legs whenever i walk.
with those huge oldie sunglasses, i thought i was the cooliest girl in town.
but looking back at that picture, i've learnt my lesson.
AND I REMEMBERED HOW I LOVED TO TUCK IN MY BLOUSES.

when i grew up, i grew wiser.
pink ruffled bib dress shirts does not go with red wooden clogs.
silky long auntie skirts are a big fashion NO NO no matter how lovely it feels.
and never ever tuck in my blouses unless matched with pencil skirts.

i can't believe how my parents didn't stop me from commiting these fashion crimes.
never once.
but now, my mum will go on and on how slippers are meant to be worn only in market areas and not to school or to church.
even my Roxy slippers sets her off.
phffffttt.

2009-02-16T09:14:00.000-08:00

i'm just too lazy to blog.
but many things happened, as always.
hey, life still goes on.

but somehow i realise that i am drifting further from everyone i know cuz i have exams now or cuz i don't want to talk to anyone online or on the phone any more.

like there is a break from socialising and begins to realise there isn't much to talk about.

or maybe its just me.
i bore people out.
oh well.

nights!

2009-02-05T08:02:00.000-08:00

omgosh! they are so gooooood!!!! (:
super crew from america's best dance crew season 2.

and sorry i have not been doing much to this blog.
didn't feel the need to tell the world i am up to now.
haha.
but a lot of things happened during this period of time and i had a great time.
be it regaining lost and forgotten friendships or the sheer simplicity of life, it has been great.
hope u guys are doing well too! (:

attachment have somehow drained and extract me out of my usual gatherings with my loved ones.
but i've learnt a lot and made new friends.

City Alive was fun but not rocking.
i wanted ruffjacks represent to be one of the winners.
but sad they aren't.
congrats to fantasic remix! (:

next up, exams. -.-
and more clothes. d:
holiday is coming too!
so is valentines.
time to round up my dearies to celebrate!

alrights, time for me to sleep.
TMR'S LAST DAY OF ATTACHMENT! (:
so many photos taken with lovely mini instax.

XOXO (:
G.

2009-01-14T04:24:00.000-08:00

okay. i've gotta get this outta my system.
i hate it when ppl thinks that all nurses do is just wiping buttocks.
its always "doctors are soo great. but nurses are nothing but butt wipers."
who do u think does the follow ups?
who do u think cleans ur wounds, feed u when u aren't able to, plans ur discharge, blablabla.
and ur poop really stink but we still went on cleaning it when u can't.

and we need to study a lot, its crazy!
i got pissed when i heard someone said that we don't study much in nursing and only those with bad O levels results goes to nursing.
i'll have u know that there are quite a big bunch of genius in this course.

gosh, even a waitress learns things in her job.
about the different cuisines in the world that most of us can't even pronounce, let along know what is it.
like, Coq au vin, which i have no idea what how it sounds like.
its actually chicken in red wine.
and they get to meet different people from around the world.

even dancers, actors, artistes are a blessing to us cuz without them, u have no entertainment.
with no road sweepers, we will be living in a land of junks.

so stop talking rubbish about the not-so-well-paid jobs.
RAWRRRR.

2009-01-08T07:22:00.000-08:00

every tear i cry,
u hold it in ur hand.

thank you. (:

2009-01-07T08:05:00.001-08:00

suddenly i miss dancing.
and my dance mates.
i think i will be continuing my salsa 2 soon.
either jason and jerrine's
or at shawn and glady's - since they are so near church.
shall check out the prices! (:

still, i miss dancing.

2009-01-05T05:09:00.000-08:00

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3

just watched high school musical online.
WOW, i've always loved their dance in the show!
so hyped up and fun!
oooh, was that a little locking i saw in "a night to remember".
haha.
i love zac's and vanessa's partner dance for "can i have this dance"!
i didn't know vanessa can dance and oh boy, she is not bad at it too!

2008-12-31T17:46:00.000-08:00

2009? SOUNDS ALIEN TO ME.
heh

hey heyyyy...
i'm back after so many passed events.

hey, guess what?
Christmas is over without me really feeling it.
like really, it didn't even feel christmas-y this year.
neither did it feel all that new year this time too.
haha, i wonder why.
oh well, shall start counting down to christmas all over again! (:

my victoria's secret (!!!) parcels should be here any time soon.
looking forward to it.
just bought a bag and a jacket from taiwan spree just yesterday

watching gossip girls now.
OMGOSH, the christmas spirit is so intense in there.
i want a white christmas, please! (:
heh heh.
oh ya! OLD QUEEN'S STREET was a blasting success! (:

alright! shall go mingle with the guests now.
see ya!!

2008-12-28T07:10:00.000-08:00

teens camp is over!
x'mas is over!
school is starting tmr!
attachments are coming soon!
EXAMS ARE COMING TOO!
RAWR RAWR.
like, omigosh..

2008-12-18T08:51:00.000-08:00

I SHALL GO WHERE EVER HE LEADS ME TO.

teehee.
now Qoo Qoo has a new friend.
i gave this blue guy to jessalynne for her advance christmas present.
and she named him "bluey".

anyway, went for stage arts alumni night tonight.
guess everyone had fun.
i am happy to see the club still together. (:
that's a good sign. (:
i miss my stagearts friends though.
the fun times we had.

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hais, i've no motivation or drive to dance lately.
have been skipping outside lessons, here and there.
feeling worthless.
i feel so tired and boneless.

way home by train was so mundane.
after jess alighted, i took out my novel, only to keep it shortly after.
put on my earpiece, blast some music and stare out into the night sky.

this is definitely one of those days.

excuse me, but i've got to go puke.
i dont know why this has been happening a lot lately.
can't store food for long.
nick said i look thinner, maybe this is why.

what's more, there's my mum's constant nagging about slim girls, yada yada.
this is why many girls out there are barfing out their dinners as we speak.
or why girls are taking slimming pills, only to introduce toxic into their body unknowingly.
or why girls go on starvation marathons with only the consumption of water as their primary source of life.
i don't have that mindset, don't get me wrong.
but i really hope her nagging will stop cuz if this goes on, sooner or later, i might find myself in that "i must be stick-thin!" pool.

maybe i should sleep off this foul mood of mine.
sorry dears, if this entry has dampened ur day.

*I JUST WANT TO HAVE A DSLR TO GO SNAPPING PHOTOS LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS!!!!!!
NEXT UP, FUJI INSTANT MINI, U'RE MINE!!!!! muahahaha

2008-12-17T19:28:00.000-08:00

HELLO, MEET QOO QOO. (:

haha.yay! sew this all day yesterday.
its supposed to look like the bubgum from facebook's fun toys.
but when i did the legs, it looks weird.
so no legs for u, Qoo Qoo!
heh heh.

2008-12-17T07:18:00.000-08:00

YAY! my monkey is finally done!(:
after sewing for 2 days straight, finally got it done.
its for Queenie, though (:
hope she'll like it! (:
inspired by the "king kong" on sammy's glow in the dark shirt.

i got pricked by the needle so many times!
got broken skins too.
moral of the story : HANDLE NEEDLES WITH CARE.
understand, little kids? xD

2008-12-17T02:55:00.000-08:00

wow, this guy is so amazing!
the way he plays that ukulele.
watch his fingers dance and strum that little guitar-look-alike!
my dad is going to learn how to play a ukulele from a friend of his and i am going to learn from my dad!
this will definitely help me learn how to play the guitar better. (:

CAN'T WAIT!

2008-12-14T21:14:00.000-08:00

LIKE SO OMIGOSH, MAN!
I LIKEE..
especially how she moves her body.
and i really admire ballroom dancers cuz they can dance and balance so well on heels!!!
OMIGOSH, once again. haha.

i've finally gotten the dance photoshoot pics i took for zeee and amin.
i must say this time i am more pleased with the results.
but have to improve more!

mmm, for dance,
currently i am feeling rather demoralised.
maybe dancing isn't my thing, ya know.
i can't catch choreography fast enough.
especially fast ones.
oh well.
but i'll try harder and see how it goes.

went for Fb's production yesterday.
it was not bad.
the nto so good sound system of auditorium just spoils the mood.
didn't have the usual FB feel.
but the dancers were still great, doing their thang.
this time, they even threw in a street jazz piece and it was good, considering the fact that they are more hip hop based.
i still love their 'Lame choreo'.
haha, that was definitely entertainment.
and their waacking.
omgosh, i still love harnisah's waacking.
lovin' their pop and lock choreo too.
i want to learn locking!!!!
don't care, shall wait till ian is out of camp then go for his class. haha

o school recital was also a blast.
what more can i say?
haha.
enjoyed my evening, not wasted.

hmm, what else happened lately?
OH YES!
OLD QUEEN STREET PERFORMANCE FROM MY DEAR KYC!
its actually a christmas musical in olden days context.
please come support!
be assured that u guys will be entertained! (:
performances will be in town - Paragon and Ngee Ann City.
there's a 10 days of christmas programme in town, btw.
there will be other performances other than the one by my church so do drop by! (:
for more details, u know my contacts so text, call, email me! (:

2008-12-03T05:54:00.000-08:00

OH NOOO!

Singapore's cable doesn't have CBS!!!!!!
NOOOO.
no victoria's secret fashion show for me tonight!!!
=(
i'm so heart broken.

I WAS SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR IT!!!
hais.
i love ALEXANDRA, MARISA, TYRA, HEIDI, ADRIANA, SELITA, DOUTZEN!!!!!!!!!!!!

they are so down to earth and GORGEOUS!!!!
their drop dead eyes!!!!
hahaha.
and figure.

I LOVE THE WINGS!!!!
omgosh!!!

oh well, i guess i can only watch the fashion show through youtube then.
but youtube doesn't do them justice!!!!
hahah.

BIO AND STATISTIC TEST TMR!!
0.0!
mind boggling, it sure is.

2008-12-02T08:07:00.001-08:00

OMG!
THE ULTIMATE FASHION SHOW IS TMR!!!!!

oh yes, u got it!
the VICTORIA'S SECRET FASHION SHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just can't can't wait.

i love their eyes!!!!
and figure.
VA VA VOOM, i say.

I WANT THEIR CATALOG!!!! =(
someone please ship a whole collection of them over to me.
u'll be my new bestest best friend.
LOL.

2008-12-01T07:36:00.000-08:00

YOU GAVE ME A NEW PURPOSE.

HEY YOU CHUBBY LITTLE FELLA! (:

i want to thank dear kin lai, josh, jess, hazel for dropping by watson's store last sat and sun!
i was working there for Dr Wu's cosmeceutical line of products.

Cosmeceutical = cosmetic + medical.

the product are so GOOOOOD!
omgosh, brought home some serum samples to use.
my face feels all so different now.
teehee. (:

there are currently selling super hot in Taiwan right now so they are trying out the market in Singapore.
especially the serums, man.
super hot.

alright, anyway, a big smooch and hug for those dearies who came by to visit me! (:
thank you for making time for me! (:
really appreciate it. =D
I LOVE U GUYS! (:
u guys are my treasure. xD

ran 10 rounds in my park when i reached home from school.
SHIOK MAN!
feeling healthy. hahahah!

2008-11-26T05:12:00.000-08:00

ONE PAPER DOWN!
a few more to go!
=(
jia you!!

i'm not going to keep this in anymore.
i hate it when people back out of an outing/ plan or booking of tickets.
i don't mind if they are sincere about the last minute change of plans,
but if there isn't even a word of apology, no nothing, its sometimes rather overboard.
especially when i have went through all the trouble to plan and organise things, went out of my comfort zone to do things for them.
rawrrrrr!!!
and even worse is when they don't mention anything about the change of plans until i asked them about issues regarding the meet up.
and they still can be nonchalant about it.
that really ticks me off.
grrr.

alrights
going to study now.

2008-11-25T03:57:00.000-08:00

I'M ALIVE CUZ JESUS LIVES.

God played with the colours of the sky as i walked home from the train station.
He coloured it a beautiful baby blue and majestic orange, mould the clouds into elegant heavenly shapes.
there were some small clouds which gave me the impression of flocks of white cranes flying off in a triangle migration formation.
i liked how He uses the late evening breeze to lead the trees in a swaying dance.

at the sight of these, my heart missed a beat and tickled a smile on my lips.
i feel blessed to live to see such His creations.

2008-11-24T06:37:00.000-08:00

FAVOURITE PICTURES FROM CHILDREN CHURCH CAMP
credit goes to Andy and his dope photography skills. (:

i love this.

hand in hand, we seek, we conquer.

pray and God will bless.
He's listening.
super cute hand made

sleeping angel.

hey cuties.
all the beauties in the world can't be compared to their laughters and smiles.

teehee! his face cracks me up

2008-11-23T07:26:00.000-08:00

TICKETS FOR DANZATION ON THE 20TH ARE SOLD OUT!!!!!
OH BOO!!!

told u they sell hot stuffs.
*winks*

2008-11-22T19:44:00.000-08:00

DANCE PRODUCTIONS U SIMPLY CAN'T MISS!! (:

O school's Recital.
loved The Big Groove or K.O night? then this is a MUST GO for u!
8th Dec in Singapore Poly.
$15

NYP's FOREIGN BODY SCHOOL OF GROOVE first ever production.
come shake it out with them.
12th and 13th Dec
NYP's auditorium
$10
free seating.
Doors open at 7:30pm

NP's NRA DANZATION PRODUCTION.
another great hip hop group u simply can't miss.

Date: 19th & 20th December 2008
Time: 7:00pm to 9:30pm
Venue: Convention Hall (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
Ticket Price: $15

please let me know the number of tickets u want to get ASAP because i need to start booking from them.
i'm collecting tickets from either on 24th, 26th or 28th Nov.
SO HURRY! (:

2008-11-16T05:03:00.000-08:00

A FRIEND I COULD HAVE A MONTH OR SO AGO.

i guess if i hadn't been so shy and introvert, we would have been talking from the first day.
haha.

oh well.
i've found a bunch of lovely friends in a lovely 2nd home. (:

2008-11-16T04:52:00.000-08:00

MY DOG HAS A GOOD LIFE.
she eats almost everything off our dining table.
except for chocolate because dogs can't get chocolate, even if its the last thing on Earth.
she had Chee Cheong Fun today.
like, have u ever seen or heard of a dog having chee cheong fun for dinner?!
how peculiar.
my mum really spoils her too much.
hais.
haha

2008-11-15T07:40:00.000-08:00

okay.
i know these photos are badly taken.
but i need to finish selling them since hui fang and i decided not to continue on with our blogshop.
sales have been rather good though, many had been sold.
there's only a few left.

BLACK FEDORA HAT WITH BLACKWHITE CHECKED LACE.
price: $9.90
only left a few pieces!
GRAB NOW WHILE STOCKS LAST! (:

2008-11-15T05:23:00.000-08:00

NOTHING DRASTIC, REALLY.

i dyed my hair brown and trimmed the shape.
i think i will be highlighting it when i've saved more money. (:

2008-11-15T02:30:00.000-08:00

DO U REMEMBER CROCS?
and how people used to shun away from it cuz they think its super horrendously ugly to be worn out.
but now that they have designed new looks, people have been reconsidering buying them.

so guess what?
croc's sales in expo has shown me that a lot of people are fans of it now.
haha.
shoes were going off at 20-30 dollars per pair.
SUPER CHEAP!
got 2 primas.
a grape and a light blue coloured.(:

but u have no idea what me and bibi had to go through to get them, man!
finally a first-hand witness to the kia su-ness of singaporeans.
have been shoved, stepped on, poked, scratched at places i don't even know i have!
rawrrrr..
the queue to get into the hall and to get the shoes paid were crazily long!
we spent around 2 hours just to queue up.
haha.

but yesterday, i cut queue and asked a nursing girl who happened to be in the middle of the queue to help me.
=P
heh heh heh.

gonna get a loafer and a dress soon!
my arrival of luella's corset dress should soon be here too.
hohoho. (:

BROKE =(
booo.
heh heh.

2008-11-14T00:28:00.001-08:00

HEY YA NAUGHTY FELLA

oh wow, school has just reopened and exams are like a few weeks away.
can't stand how our scheduling of attachments and holidays are now.
its just so messy.
its really sad to have to study while everyone else is having fun, enjoying their vacations.
but oh well, germs, that's just LIFE.

2008-11-14T00:28:00.000-08:00

EXPLAIN THIS
i'm in a nursing block with most toilets cathered for ladies.

so, what is it i keep walking into a guy's toilet?

2008-11-13T23:39:00.001-08:00

I HAD A DREAM
that i had a kid sister and she was adopted by my parents.
she was so cute and obedient!
i want a sister like her, man.
HMM,
maybe i'm just too deprived of a sibling.
haha.

hahaha.
yay!
my ordered kaftan top has arrived!(:
getting rather good responses to it.
lovin' the sleeves, yo.
=D
hahaha.
though the whole top is rather sheer and baggy.
hoho.

alright, i'm going back to study for my clinical trial.
ugh.
(:
xoxo LOVES

kin lai!
u know u love me, xoxo Gossip girls. =P

*i know what she will say to this, "CHACE CROWFORD!!!!!"*
teehee.

2008-11-11T08:10:00.000-08:00

PEOPLE!

let's start to beautify the Earth as it was before, PLEASE!
and let's make it a safer world.

oh, how i yearn for the good old hippie days.
like what they used to say,
"MAKE LOVE, NOT WAR!"
"PEACE"

its never safe anywhere now.
kinda having a slight phobia of being out late at night.
bet my parents are happy about that,
since i will be home early more often lately.
i guess now the only place i can feel safe is my room.

thanks zeee for the lovely handmade bangle. (:
really love it. (:
haha
i will wear it very often though its not rainbow colour or purple/green/orange coloured. =P
tee.hee.hee.

2008-11-10T05:22:00.000-08:00

A LONG BUT MEANINGFUL EMAIL I RECEIVED.

Mother Teresa---Family First
The passages below are quotations of Mother Teresa from the book “One Heart Full of Love,” edited by Jose Luis Gonzalez-Balado

1. In your family, if it is your vocation to have a family, love one another as husband and wife and have a family. The service you perform and the work you accomplish are your love for God put into practice. (43)

2. Whatever our religion, we know that if we really want to love, we must learn to forgive before anything else. (113)

3. If we admit that we are sinners and we need forgiveness, then it will be very easy for us to forgive others. But if I don’t admit this, it will be very hard for me to say, “I forgive you” no matter who comes to me. (121)

4. Does each of you, before anything else, know the poor in your homes? Are you aware that in your own family, in your own living situation, there may be someone who is very lonely, who feels unloved or hurt? Are you aware of this? Maybe that lonely or hurt one is your own husband, your wife or your child, who is lonely at home, in the same home where you live. Are you aware of that? (4)

5. Before anything else look for the poor in your homes and on the street where you live. There are lonely people around you in hospitals and psychiatric wards. There are so many people that are homeless. (11)

6. When Jesus came into the world, He loved it so much that He gave His life for it. He wanted to satisfy our hunger for God. And what did He do? He made Himself the Bread of Life. He became small, fragile, and defenceless for us. Bits of bread can be so small that even a baby can chew it, even a dying person can eat it. He became the Bread of Life to satisfy our hunger for God, our hunger for love.
As if that were not enough, He Himself took on our human condition. He became hungry. He became naked. He became the poor one dying in our streets, so that we could satisfy our hunger for human love by loving Him. This is not something which is imaginary. It is not something out of the ordinary. God comes to us in human love so that we can love Him with our hearts. He wants us to love Him in those who are hungry, in those who are naked, in those who are homeless. This is what you and I are called to do. We must learn to pray steadfastly for this call.
The work that each one of you carries out in your families for those you love is an expression of your love for God. Love starts at home. For your love to be real, it cannot waver at home. (91)

7. In your homes you have a starving Christ, a naked Christ, a homeless Christ. Are you capable of recognising Him in your own homes? Do you realise that He is right there in your midst?
How many times does a child run away from home because there is no one there to love him! How often it is that the elderly in the family are not at home. Instead, they are in nursing homes because no one has time for them. The poor are right in your own homes. Are you aware of that? (21)

8. Bring love into your homes. If you truly love God, start loving your son or your daughter and your spouse. And the elderly, where are they? In nursing homes! Why are they not with you? And where is the retarded child? In an institution! Why is he not with you? That child, young mothers and fathers, is a gift from God. (45)

9. First of all, we must share with those in our homes because love starts at home. From there, charity extends to our neighbours who are right next door, then to those who live on the same street, and from there to those in the city where we live. (23)

10. We should gather to give thanks to God for what He has done in us, with us, and through us. We thank Him for having used you and us to be His love and mercy. God is still love, and He still loves the world. We believe that God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son. And God so loves the world today that He gives you and me to love the world, so that we may be His love and His mercy. What a beautiful thought and conviction for us, that we can be that love and mercy right in our homes, above all. Then we can be that love and mercy for our next door neighbours and for our neighbours down the street.
But do we know our neighbours? Do we know the poor in our neighbourhood? It’s easier for us to talk and talk about the poor in far away places. We are often surrounded by the sick and the abandoned. We are often among people who are despised, outcast, and depressed. We have many elderly whom we don’t even know. At times, we don’t even have the time to smile at these people. (90)

11. I believe we must look for holiness, joy, and love in our homes. We must make our home like a second “Nazareth” where Jesus can come and live with us. Holiness is not a luxury, meant for only a few. It is a simple duty for each one of us. Holiness is to take whatever Jesus gives us and to give Jesus whatever He asks of us with a big smile. That is God’s will. In your life, in mine, in the life of each of us, God has made us for bigger things. He has created us to love and to be loved, so that we walk toward our heavenly home. As we carry Jesus in the world, we will be prepared to return eagerly to our Father’s house when the day arrives for us to be called home. (22)

12. This is what I want you to feel and experience. You must be able to understand what I am telling you. I had to experience it before I was able to understand. The same thing happens to each one of you. You have to start by experiencing it firsthand in your own homes. You must make “Nazareths” of your own homes and families. There love, peace, joy, and unity must reign. Then you will see what I have described to you in the faces of your own family and communicate it to those around you. (94)

13. People are hungry for love. We don’t have time to stop and smile at each other. We are all in such a hurry! People are hungry for love. We have received so much.
Pray. Ask for the necessary grace. Pray to be able to understand how much Jesus loved us, so that you can love others. And pray for the sisters, that we won’t spoil God’s work. Pray that we allow Jesus to use each of us as He wishes and wherever He wishes. (12)

14. You need to learn how to give, not to give because you have to give, but because you want to give. I always tell people that I don’t want leftovers. Our poor don’t need your pity. They don’t need your sympathy. They need your love and compassion. (5)

15. We know that poverty means, first of all, to be hungry for bread, to need clothing, and not have home. But there is a far greater kind of poverty. It means being unwanted, unloved, and neglected. It means having no one to call your own.
We may experience this kind of poverty even in our own homes. Often it is difficult for us to smile, even at our children, our husband, or our wife. Our young boys and girls then sense the lack of affection around them. Here is where love really starts. Love should start at home. We must give Jesus absolute reign in our homes. Once we have Jesus with us, then we can give Him to others. (71-72)

16. These professors came to see me and we were talking about love and kindness. One of them asked me, “Mother, tell us something that we can remember.”
I told them, “Smile at each other. Take some time for each other in your families. Smile.”
Then one of them asked me, “Are you married?” I said, “Yes, and sometimes I find it very difficult to smile at Jesus because He can be so demanding.”
It’s true. But that is where you can see love best. When it is most demanding and you give cheerfully in spite of that, that is love at its best.(88)

17. You need to make an effort to know your poor. It is possible that your people enjoy material security, that they don’t need anything of that sort. But I think that if you look inside your own homes, you may notice how hard it is for you to smile at one another sometimes! And yet smiling is the beginning of love. Let’s be willing to smile at one another. Yes, a smile is the beginning of love. And once we begin to love one another, the desire to do something more naturally follows. (86)

18. I believe that the most important thing is for us to love Jesus, then to love one another---ourselves and the members of our families---and to show our love for the poor. What is important is that we are able to smile at one another in our families. With a generous and cheerful smile, we should be able to accept everything that happens in our families, both the joyful things and the sad things.
I believe that the commitment spouses profess in their marriage vows is important. They accept each other in good times and in bad times. I think that this is something that we should always try to do with a smile. And it really helps if we can then do the same in the homes of the poorest of the poor. (75)

19. It is very important to understand that love has to hurt to be true. It hurt Jesus to love us. It truly hurt Him. And to insure that we would be reminded of His great love, He made Himself the Bread of Life to satisfy our hunger for His love. We hunger for God because we have been created to love. We have been created in His image and likeness. We have been created to love and to be loved. For that reason, He became man to make it possible for us to love as He has loved us.
Jesus became the hungry, the naked, the homeless, the sick, the imprisoned, the forsaken, and the unwanted in our midst. And He says, “And you did it unto Me.” They are hungry for our love. That is the hunger of our poor. That is the hunger that you and I must meet, because it may even exist in our own homes.
See, here is where love finds its place. Poverty comes into our homes to give us the chance to love. Perhaps in our own families, there is someone who feels lonely, who is sick, or who is overwhelmed with worry. Are we there, open and willing to offer support and affection? Are you, mothers, available to your children? (79)

20. You, too, must try to bring the presence of God to your families, for the family that prays together, stays together. I think that just being together and loving one another brings peace and joy. It strengthens the bond between family members in the home. That is the way to overcome all the evil that is in the world.
There is so much suffering, so much hate, so much sorrow! We can be real pillars in our homes through our prayers and sacrifices. Love begins at home. It isn’t how much we do, but how much love we put into what we do that really counts. That is because our actions are focused on God. It doesn’t matter how much we do, but how much love we put into our actions, for His love is infinite. (83-84)

21. There is in the world today a great hunger for God. Everywhere there is so much sin caused by broken homes! Fathers and mothers don’t have the time to pray together. If the family doesn’t pray together, if the children aren’t united with their parents in prayer, how are they going to stay together? Nazareth was truly Nazareth because Jesus, Mary, and Joseph stayed together. They stayed together precisely because they prayed together. If we really want peace, we don’t need to resort to weapons and bombs. Let’s bring prayer into our lives and into our homes. Let’s bring love and peace into our homes, and we will begin to experience peace on earth. (42)

22. We cannot share unless our lives are full of God’s love and our hearts are pure. As Jesus said, “Blessed are the pure of heart, for they shall see God.” Unless we are able to see God in our neighbour, it will be very hard for us to love. Since love begins at home, let’s love each other at home. Jesus said, “Love one another as I have loved you.” He loved until it hurt. Jesus’ love is so overwhelming that you and I can love Him and find life. We can love Jesus in the hungry, the naked, and the destitute who are dying. We can love Him because our prayer gives us the faith we need to be able to love. If you love, you will be willing to serve. And you will find Jesus in the distressing disguise of the poor. (42-43)

23. I always say---and I don’t get tired of repeating it---that love starts at home. I will never forget that I was in a country once where there were many co-workers, but two of the coordinators for the co-workers were very distant from each other. And they were husband and wife. They came to me and I told them, “I can’t understand how you are able to give Jesus to others if you can’t give Him to each other. How can you find Jesus hidden under the distressing appearance of the poor if you cannot see Him in each other?”
The husband and wife started up an endless argument. Both of them let out all their frustrations and hurts, saying everything they had to say. Then I interrupted. “Now that’s enough. You have said everything that you needed to say. Let’s go to Jesus so that you can tell Him all these things.”
We went to the chapel and the two knelt down before the altar. After a few moments, the husband turned to his wife and said, “You are my only love in this world, the only one I love and have.” Other things of that sort followed. It was all very beautiful.
Now all the co-workers there have changed for the better. Why? Because those in charge of the group have come to understand that if we don’t accept Jesus in one another, we will not be able to give Him to others. (54-55)

24. There are little things that inevitably happens in our lives and in our homes. Misunderstandings and suffering come to everyone, even in our own congregation. Someone said to me one day, “You never talk to us about problems.” I said that I didn’t need to talk about such things precisely because everyone knows that there are always problems. What I do have to say again and again is that sometimes it seems we aren’t aware of them when we should be. We don’t recognise that a problem exists. This is something that often happens. Let’s focus more on the things we ought to do in serving our husband, our wife, our children, our brothers---rather than on other people’s shortcomings. (55-56)

25. I feel that we too often focus only on the negative aspect of life, on what is bad. If we are more willing to see the good and the beautiful things that surround us, we would be able to transform our families. From there, we would change our next-door neighbours and then others who live in our neighbourhood or city. We would be able to bring peace and love to our world which hungers so much for these things.
I have another conviction that I want to share with you. Love begins at home, and every co-worker should try to make sure that deep family love abides in his or her home. Only when love abides at home can we share it with our next-door neighbour. Then it will show forth and you will be able to say to them, “Yes, love is here.” And then you will be able to share it with everyone around you. (56-57)

26. Know the poorest of the poor among your neighbours, in your neighbourhoods, in your town, in your city, perhaps in your own family. When you know them, that will lead you to love them. And love will impel you to serve them. Only then will you begin to act like Jesus and live out the Gospel. Place yourselves at the service of the poor. Open your hearts to love them. Be living witnesses of God’s mercy. This may lead you to give up your own sons so that they may serve God, who gives preference to the poor. (129-130)

27. Mother Teresa answered this question at a press conference.
Q. Mother Teresa, how is it possible for you to discover Christ under the appearance of alcoholics and drug addicts, as you say you do?
A. None of us has the right to condemn anyone. Even though we see some people doing something bad, we don’t know why they are doing it. Jesus invites us to not pass judgement. Maybe we are the ones who have helped make them what they are. We need to realise that they are our brothers and sisters. That leper, that drunkard, and that sick person is our brother because he too has been created for a greater love. This is something that we should never forget. Jesus Christ identified Himself with them and says, “Whatever you did to the least of My brethren, you did it to Me.” That leper, that alcoholic, and that beggar is my brother. Perhaps it is because we haven’t given them our understanding and love that they find themselves on the streets without love and care.
I believe that we should realise that poverty doesn’t only consist in being hungry for bread, but rather it is a tremendous hunger for human dignity. We need to love and to be somebody for someone else. This is where we make our mistake and shove people aside. Not only have we denied the poor a piece of bread, but by thinking that they have no worth and leaving them abandoned in the streets, we have denied them the human dignity that is rightfully theirs as children of God. They are my brothers and sisters as long as they are there. And why am I not in their place? This should be a very important question. We could have been in their place without having received the love and affection that has been given to us. I will never forget an alcoholic who told me his story. He was a man who gave in to drinking so he could forget that he wasn’t loved. I think we should examine our own conscience before judging the poor, be they poor in spirit or poor in material goods. (130-131)

28. Ralph Rolls interviewed Mother Teresa on January 15, 1973 for a program entitled Belief and Life for the BBC.
Q. What should we do when suffering comes to us?
A. Accept it with a smile.
Q. Accept it with a smile?
A. Yes, with a smile, because it is the greatest gift that God gives us.
Q. What? To smile?
A. To smile at God. To have the courage to accept everything that He sends us, and to give to Him what He asks of us with a big smile. (121)

29. Introduce prayer into your families. The family that prays together stays together.
. . . .the Missionaries of Charity say every day (the St. Francis of Assisi Prayer):
Lord, make me an instrument of your peace;
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
Where there is injury, pardon;
Where there is doubt, faith;
Where there is discord, harmony;
Where there is despair, hope;
Where there is darkness, light;
Where there is sadness, joy;
Where there is error, truth.
O divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek
To be consoled as to console;
To be understood as to understand;
To be loved as to love; for
It is in giving that we receive;
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
It is in dying that we are born to eternal life.
Amen. (29-30)

The passages below are quotations of Mother Teresa from the book "The Joy in Loving," compiled by Jaya Chalika and Edward Le Joly.

1. "Love begins at home; love lives in homes, and that is why there is so much suffering and so much unhappiness in the world today. If we listen to Jesus, He will tell us what He said before: 'Love one another, as I have loved you.' He has loved us through suffering, dying on the Cross for us, and so if we are to love one another, if we are to bring that love into life again, we have to begin at home." (188)

2. "It is easy to smile at people outside your own home. It is so easy to take care of the people that you don't know well. It is difficult to be thoughtful and kind and to smile and be loving to your own in the house day after day, especially when we are tired and in a bad temper or bad mood. We all have these moments and that is the time that Christ comes to us in distressing disguise." (65)

3. "I think the world today is upside down. Everybody seems to be in such a terrible rush, anxious for greater development and greater riches and so on. There is much suffering because there is so very little love in homes and in family life. We have no time for our children, we have no time for each other, there is no time to enjoy each other. In the home begins the disruption of the peace of the world." (201)

4. "I'll never forget my own mother, she used to be very busy the whole day, but as soon as the evening came, she used to move very fast to get ready to meet my father. At that time, we didn't understand, we used to smile, we used to laugh and we used to tease her. But now I remember what a tremendous, delicate love she had for him. It didn't matter what happened, she was ready there with a smile to meet him. We have no time. The father and mother are so busy. The children come home and there's no one to love them, to smile at them. That's why I am very strict with my co-workers. I always say: Family first. If you are not there, how will your love grow for another?" (146)

5. "In Calcutta, there are visible homes for the dying. In other countries, many of the young are in homes for the dying which are invisible, but none the less real. Speaking of the parable of the prodigal son, a boy in New York told me, 'In my family it is not the son who left us---it's the father.' There are parents who, although they take care of material needs, are in fact totally absent in the eyes of their children." (89)

6. "A co-worker is a person who puts her love for God into living action and service to the poor. Where? In the family first and then for others. We must not neglect our homes and go out before we have started inside and begin with ourselves first. Then, because we have practiced that, we are able to give to others." (182)

7. "How can we teach students to see the richness of community service? Teach them. And ask them to love in their own family. Love begins at home. Lots of love always brings lots of peace. That's why it is important for the family to pray together, and they will stay together and love one another. Then it will be easier to be a fountain of love for each other." (209)

8. "Keep the joy of loving God in your heart and share this joy with all you meet especially your family. Be holy---let us pray." (37)

The passages below are quotations of Mother Teresa are from the book “In My Own Words,” compiled by Jose Luis Gonzalez-Balado

1. Once in a while we should ask ourselves several questions in order to guide our actions. We should ask questions like: Do I know the poor? Do I know, in the first place, the poor in my family, in my home, those who are closest to me---people who are poor, but not because they lack bread?
There are other types of poverty just as painful because they are more intrinsic.
Perhaps what my husband or wife lacks, what my children lack, what my parents lack, is not clothes or food. Perhaps they lack love, because I do not give it to them! (51)

2. Sometimes people can hunger for more than bread.
It is possible that our children, our husband, our wife, do not hunger for bread, do not need clothes, do not lack a house. But are we equally sure that none of them feels alone, abandoned, neglected, needing some affection? That, too, is poverty. (27)

3. Love begins by taking care of the closest ones---the ones at home.
Let us ask ourselves if we are aware that maybe our husband, our wife, our children, or our parents live isolated from others, do not feel love enough, even though they may live with us.
Do we realize this?
Where are the old people today?
They are in nursing homes (if there are any).
Why?
Because they are not wanted, because they are too much trouble, because. . . .(52)

4. Jesus comes to meet us. To welcome Him, let us go to meet Him.
He comes to us in the hungry, the naked, the lonely, the alcoholic, the drug addict, the prostitute, the street beggars.
He may come to you or me in a father who is alone, in a mother, in a brother, or a sister.
If we reject them, if we do not go out to meet them, we reject Jesus Himself. (29)

5. We should not serve the poor like they were Jesus. We should serve the poor because they are Jesus. (30)

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In our stressful modern life, many families are plagued by hurt, harmful words, resentment, rage, disappointments, despair, discord, hatred, etc. The challenge for all of us is to rise above these negative feelings. Perhaps, we need to change our mindset and heart set, and one way maybe:

1.Never be too proud to say, “I am sorry.”

2.Never stop asking, “Can you please forgive me?”

3.Always pray, “Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me and forgive me, a sinner.

4.Do not doubt Jesus when He says, ”Your sins are forgiven.” As a forgiven person, forgives.

5.So, be ready to forgive, even when we don’t feel like forgiving. Keep saying, “In the name of Jesus, you are forgiven.”

Can we do it? Not easy but always possible with the help of Jesus. The challenge calls for us to face up to the problems, never running away from the problems. To start to love more, we have to ask Jesus to help us to forgive more and to turn the other cheek more in our homes.

2008-11-08T06:30:00.000-08:00

MORE PICTURES!!! (:
some back dated photos and the photos of whatever happened today.
haha.
we wanted to go to the scape park's flea market but it wasn't there.
haha.
oh well!
next friday we're going to expo for the Croc's sales, so its okay! (:
enjoy!!

kin lai and i in Bio lab.

bored during lecture. haha

reshem bought this note book cuz she is our hot mama. haha.

sammy and i at St Andrew's area after sending our films for developing.

our local ferris wheel - Singapore Flyer.
i like the colour contrast! (:

looks like this is taken by Holga. (:
haha. lovin' it!

we went into this place under the flyer.

they even have tong tong stuffs for the fish food by the fish pond! (:

anyone wants a ride?

TWINNY!

we went popeye for dinner!
SINFUL!

rosy and i look so happy

and we sure were!

just had to bully her to piggyback me. HAHA! (:

poly BFFs! as what kin lai would call us. haha (:

i'll carry ur burden when u want me to.

*kicks bibi!*
heh heh heh

I.. [from esplanade]

LOVE..

COLOURFUL COLOURS! (:

i just had to buy some more colourful wooden bangles and necklaces! (:
even my shoe lace is now rainbow-coloured!!! (:
hahaha!

went with sammy to Ruby's to develope our films and reformat my Holga for 35mm films. (:
just to try out and have fun with holga. (:
hopefully the pictures will come out nicely.
oh! i'm thinking of naming my Holga.
don't know what name to call her.
PLEASE GIVES SUGGESTIONS! (:
heh heh.

2008-11-07T19:44:00.000-08:00

SHINE ON ME. (:
gotten permission to post this.
haha.

i like this because it looks a little like some picture from the Vogue Magazine.
HAHA!

2008-11-06T06:00:00.000-08:00

MINI PHOTOSHOOT FOR ZEEE.
most of the photos turned out better than i expected. (:
i'll post the photos but some are for private viewing only.
haha.
sorry guys, unless u get permission from zeee herself. (:

ELMO! (:
i like this photo. (:
make up time.

JUST LOOK HOW HAPPY SHE IS.
KEEP SMILING AND LAUGHING LIKE THIS, ZEEE! (:

yup. (:
the private ones are better though. haha.
some looks like they are from the Vogue magazine.
lol.
i hope u like these photos, zeee.

2008-11-04T04:17:00.000-08:00

IF U HAVE IT, FLAUNT IT.
random pictures, halloween night and more of ruby 7! (:
kin lai took this. LOL.
Syak and Aisha
Jack and me!
haha.
Jack turned to Jacqueline on halloween night.

silly Nadin is behind the mask.
Andy found boobs on that night.
he was one of the pussycat dolls.
bad picture of him taken though, he looks a lot better in real life. haha

alrights.
this is the restroom of Singapore Cricket Club.
there were about 6 dressing rooms like this..
..laudry baskets like this..
..make up areas like this..
and a lot more stuffs.
about 10 showers and 5 toilets.
the whole restroom is sooo big!!!
there is even a water cooler and a weighing machine there.
and a lot of seats for us to slack on.
haha.
early in the morning before 7. *yawns*
Singapore Cricket Club from the tennis courts.

i love this shade of blue.
and the clouds. (:

aisyah, my station buddy! (:

miss her now, man! (:

Kids from the mini matches having a ball of fun.
i can't remember what team this is.
they lost but they were a good sport about it.
gave the spectators a version of their "stomp the yard".
haha

the sheep balloon which those skimpy showgirls play around with.
my sponsors said that the Scottish men loves sheep and women.
so they merged them together by making their sheeps wear fishnet stockings.
LOL.
look i was so hot and sweaty from the hot sun!
Offshore Subsea Services is my sponsor company and they were really nice people. (:
aisyah aisyah

the rugby player she thought was cute.
SA VIPER BAGGED THE CHAMPIONSHIP! (:
i want to see player number 6 again!
teehee.
Syaiful from the station next to mine.
the three of us always hang out by my icebox when there is nothing to do.
heh heh.
kin!
a nice girl whom i clicked off right away.
the 1st girl i was comfortable with. (:

aisyah and some of the rugby players who hit on us.
LOL.
every sponsor company gave off free goodies.
Sheraton Hotel gave teddy bears!!!!

even my toy rugby ball can be geeky at times. (:
i brought it around school lately.
nice to play with!

2008-11-03T06:18:00.000-08:00

RUBY 7 IS SADLY OVER!!!!
=(
i want to work for the event again.
haha.
i had such fun time!

the scores were:

Sunday 2nd November 2008
Match	Start time	Match	½ time	Full time
28	08:12	Bowl: Indonesia Barbarians v Kurumi	14-7	24-12
29	08:30	1st Round - Cup: Davetalevu v Gove	31-0	52-0
30	08:48	1st Round - Cup: Oriental Rongotai v Tamariva	26-0	62-0
31	09:06	1st Round - Cup: Randwick v Impala	14-0	38-0
32	09:24	1st Round - Cup: Scottish Thistles v Singapore Barbarians	14-7	42-7
33	09:42	1st Round - Cup: SA Vipers v Casuarina Cougars	31-0	64-0
34	10:00	1st Round - Cup: Cottesloe v Thai Barbarians	12-14	36-14
35	10:18	1st Round - Cup: Palmyra v Arabian Gulf RFC	0-24	0-43
36	10:36	1st Round - Cup: Ponsonby v SCC	22-0	46-0
	10:54	MINI RUGBY
		MINI RUGBY
37	11:40	Bowl: Red Dot Rebels v Indonesia Barbarians	7-5	12-12
38	11:58	Quarter-Finals - Plate: Gove v Tamariva	14-5	21-12
39	12:16	Quarter-Finals - Plate: Impala v Singapore Barbarians	19-0	29-5
40	12:34	Quarter-Finals - Plate: Casuarina Cougars v Thai Barbarians	12-14	12-42
41	12:52	Quarter-Finals - Plate: Palmyra v SCC	7-7	7-14
42	13:10	Quarter-Finals - Cup: Davetalevu v Oriental Rongotai	12-0	12-7
43	13:28	Quarter-Finals - Cup: Randwick v Scottish Thistles	0-7	19-7
44	13:46	Quarter-Finals - Cup: SA Vipers v Cottesloe	33-0	45-0
45	14:04	Quarter-Finals - Cup: Arabian Gulf RFC v Ponsonby	0-21	0-26
46	14:22	Bowl: Red Dot Rebels v Kurumi	0-12	7-12
47	14:40	Semi-Finals - Plate: Gove v Impala	0-15	0-27
48	14:58	Semi-Finals - Plate: Thai Barbarians v SCC	14-5	28-12
49	15:16	Semi-Finals - Shield: Oriental Rongotai v Scottish Thistles	5-10	10-17
50	15:34	Semi-Finals - Shield: Cottesloe v Arabian Gulf RFC	15-5	34-12
51	15:52	Semi-Finals - Cup: Davetalevu v Randwick	12-7	24-7
52	16:10	Semi-Finals - Cup: SA Vipers v Ponsonby	7-5	21-5
	16:28	Roll and Remark Pitch
53	17:05	Bowl Final: Bowl Pool Indonesia Barbarians v Kurumi	10-0	20-10
54	17:30	Plate Final: Impala v Thai Barbarians	12-14	19-24
55	17:55	Shield Final: Scottish Thistles v Cottesloe	7-0	19-7
56	18:20	Cup Final: Davetalevu v SA Vipers	0-5	5-10

Saturday 1st November 2008
Match	Pool	Start Time	Team 1	Team 2	½ time	Full time
1	A	08:18	COTTESLOE	SINGAPORE BARBARIANS	5-0	17-0
2	B	08:36	ORIENTAL RONGOTAI	CASUARINA COUGARS	19-0	38-0
3	B	08:54	PALMYRA	GOVE	0-0	5-5
4	C	09:12	PONSONBY	KURUMI	42-0	80-0
5	C	09:30	RANDWICK	THAI BARBARIANS	21-0	38-0
6	D	09:48	SCOTTISH THISTLES	RED DOT REBELS	33-0	68-0
7	D	10:06	ARABIAN GULF RFU	TAMARIVA	19-0	47-0
8	E	10:24	SA VIPERS	INDONESIA BARBARIANS	33-0	73-0
9	E	10:42	IMPALA	SINGAPORE CRICKET CLUB	12-0	24-5
10	A	11:00	DAVETALEVU	SINGAPORE BARBARIANS	19-0	45-0
	A	11:18
11	B	11:36	ORIENTAL RONGOTAI	GOVE	33-0	64-0
12	B	11:54	PALMYRA	CASUARINA COUGARS	17-0	17-10
13	C	12:12	PONSONBY	THAI BARBARIANS	22-7	62-7
14	C	12:30	RANDWICK	KURUMI	33-0	61-0
15	D	12:48	SCOTTISH THISTLES	TAMARIVA	28-0	66-0
16	D	13:06	ARABIAN GULF RFU	RED DOT REBELS	12-0	33-0
17	E	13:24	SA VIPERS	SINGAPORE CRICKET CLUB	14-0	38-0
18	E	13:42	IMPALA	INDONESIA BARBARIANS	17-0	41-0
	A	14:00
19	B	14:18	GOVE	CASUARINA COUGARS	0-22	12-32
20	C	14:36	THAI BARBARIANS	KURUMI	21-0	49-0
21	D	14:54	TAMARIVA	RED DOT REBELS	19-0	24-5
22	E	15:12	SINGAPORE CRICKET CLUB	INDONESIA BARBARIANS	24-0	46-7
23	A	15:30	DAVETALEVU	COTTESLOE	5-0	31-0
24	B	15:48	ORIENTAL RONGOTAI	PALMYRA	17-7	43-7
25	C	16:06	PONSONBY	RANDWICK	12-5	19-5
26	D	16:24	SCOTTISH THISTLES	ARABIAN GULF RFU	17-0	36-0
27	E	16:42	SA VIPERS	IMPALA	26-0	50-0

SA VIPERS ROCK!
OMG!
super love them man.
kept cheering them on.

my sponsor was very kind to teach me the rules and the "how to"s of rugby.
i like my sponsors.
one of them even gave me $50 tip!
whooohooo!!
and their name cards so i can work for them again next year.
whoohoo! (:

here are some photos i found from the website cuz i couldn't get any pictures myself while working.
but nice pics, so i don't mind. (:

haha.
"bleah, i have the ball. catch me if u can."

the way how they restart the game.

tackle!

you're down, boy.

haha! such funny pictures.

HAHA! his face!

the crowd

since its an England orientated kinda match.
as per tradition, the Queen of England will parade around the stadium.
as she isn't in Singapore, they got a guy to impersonate her.
haha!
this is last year's picture.
"she" was on a fake horse but this year "she" was parading on a green tractor.
haha.

cute boy! i want to bring him home!
hahaha.

the little heroes of the mini matches.

prize giving.
reminds me of secondary school sports day!

hey u little bumper bees! (:

baby: "here! have a beer! even i am allowed to have a glass"

future nutty professor. (:

they are soooo cute!
and during the break,
everyone will start throwing the rubber toy rugby balls everywhere.
it was so fun.
they will throw back whatever rugby balls that were thrown at them.
its something we will not always see in Singapore.
since Singaporeans will not do this kinda fun stuffs.
haha.

got so many free 1GB thumbdrives for my friends too.
haha.
2 tee shirts which wear sadly too big for me.
i really like them though.
i want to wear....
and..
3 toy rugby balls.
and a nice bag for myself.
HOHO. (:

2008-11-01T07:36:00.000-07:00

haha!
sometimes, i would send dedications to radio stations but this time, it finally worked for the first time.

too bad it wasn't my dedication.
haha!
it was lil fir's to cheryl!!
my job was just to forward to sms.

after so many experiences of sway-ness [wasting 30 cents each time i sms to the radio station], i thought it will not the song will not be played.

but omgosh! it got broadcasted in 98.7fm.
hahaha.
i dont know why i am so excited, considering it wasn't my dedication.
but WHATEVER.
hahahahhaahha.

went to Singapore Cricket Club to work today!!!
its for a two day event called Ruby 7!
spent the whole day watching how those 22 guys running around on the field chasing after a oval shaped ball.
seems silly at first cuz i don't get the rules and the 'how-to's of the game.
but soon after, i really enjoyed watching the matches.
like, i really admire them for how they are so brave as to put themselves all valnerable to bone fractures and body wounds.
cuz whenever they start to tackle each other, it seems like they are so fragile!
a neck or limb will crack due to the piling weight, roll overs and rough plays.
THEY WERE WITHOUT THOSE BODY 'ARMORS' I USUALLY SEE THEM WEAR ON TV.
or maybe its because its a different kinda rugby?
that might be the american football while this is just touch/contact rugby?
mmm. i'd better check up the differences.

anyway, i want to thank Syakira for landing me this awesome job.
i get 7 dollars an hour for working around ten hours for two days.
and i dont have to do much
just serve and restock drinks/beers/wines.
actually, i didn't have to do much cuz they will self-service.
there is estimated a ratio of 1:3 of asians to caucasians at the event today.
and oh boy, i see how wild those caucasians can be.
especially when those skimpily dressed hostess are around.

sigh.
feeling so ashamed to be the same gender of those hostess.
they flirt so much, skirts flare and peek-a-boo each time they move.
i guess there is always this line drawn between being sexy and kinky.
and they aren't exactly in va va voom shape too.

3 of those girls went to the field to play with their balloon sheep and huge rugby ball when the whole event was over.
then some caucasian men just came and play with them.
they ended up rolling around with those men.

hais.

2008-10-29T23:57:00.001-07:00

WHY HAS THE WORLD BECOME SUCH A HORRIBLE PLACE?!
there are always someone out there to think of terrible things to rob and hurt innocent victims.
there isn't a safe place anymore.
hais.
=(

i got this email from a friend and i think i should share it with u guys.

(1) Today I passed by a building which has an ATM machine. There was an old man looking at me. suddenly called me. He said he didn't know how to read, so he gave me his ATM card and asked me to help him withdraw money from the ATM machine. I answered 'NO! If you need help, ask the security to help you.' Then he said 'nevermind..' and continued to find other people to help him..
REMEMBER: ATM machines have CCTVs. If you help him he will later claim that you have robbed him or stolen his ATM card. Besides, his ATM card could be a stolen one. So please be careful of these frauds.

(2) Suddenly your house lights go off. From your window you find that your neighbours still have lights. So you go out of your house to check the Meter Box. But once you open the door, a knife will be pointing at you and preventing you from closing it. This is when you will be robbed and injured robbed and injured.
REMEMBER : Even though your electricity suddenly goes off, DO NOT open your door immediately. Look around to see if there is anything unusual or if there is any noise around.

(3) This is another incident. You may have heard it before, It is about a lady who she saw a kid crying by the roadside When she spoke to the kid, the kid told her he was lost and wanted her to take him home. The kid even gave her a paper with his house address. So she took him home. But when she rang the door bell she had an electric shock. Later when she woke up, she was naked in an empty room.
REMEMBER: Being such a compassionate and helpful person might not be a good thing these days. Pass this on and girls, please be careful.. DON'T BE TOO KIND!

(4) One day, there was an old lady outside my house holding 2 packets of sweets. At first I thought she was our neighbour and wanted to give us these packs of sweets as a gift. But then when she spoke, I soon realised that she was a foreigner. I could not understand what she was talking about. I guessed she must be asking for money. I sensed there was something wrong and immediately closed the door and ignored her. Later, I found she and an accomplice robbed someone else down the road.

(5) I was at the ATM machine to withdraw some money. Behind me, there was an old lady. She asked me whether I was able to withdraw my money because she said she had problem with her machine. Suddenly a small girl came up beside me. The small girl was squeezing infront of me. I thought she was just naughty and playful. But then, the small girl put her hand at the hole of my ATM machine where the money came out, ready to take away my money. I sensed something wrong and immediately pushed her away. Later I realised that the small girl and the old lady worked together. She was trying to steal my money while the old lady was trying to distract my attention by asking me questions!
REMEMBER: BE VERY CAREFUL when you are at an ATM machine and be alert. Look out for anyone suspicious around you.

(6) My parents are retired and stay at home most days. One afternoon, a young stranger went to their house and said his motorcycle had no more petrol and the petrol station was too far for him to push his bike there. So he asked my parents for an empty coke bottle to buy some petrol. He said he will pay RM2 for the bottle. So my mum took one coke bottle for him. He really took out the money from his pocket, but it was a RM100 note. He told my mum he had no small change and asked my mum to give him the change. Luckily my mum was smart. She just told him to take it for free.
REMEMBER: Obviously that note is fake! Who would want to pay for RM2 for an empty coke bottle!! It's very OBVIOUS that that stranger is a trickster.

(7) This happened in Bali . A newly married couple were having their honeymoon at the hotel. When both are in the changing room, the wife suddenly went missing. The husband was very anxious and went around to find her. He asked the hotel staff to help him find her. Then he thought his wife was just playing hide and seek. So he went back and waited for his wife. After a few hours, he decided to call the police. 3 weeks passed and there was still no news about his missing wife. So he went backand was very dissapointed and sad. A few years later, he came back to Bali , to watch a 'FREAK SHOW' in an old house. He saw a dirty andrusty metal cage. Inside there was a lady without limbs Her body including the face was full of scars. When he had a closer look at her face, he was shocked to findthat it was her missing wife put there as a means for begging.

8) This happened in Shanghai . A few years ago, a lady reported to the police that her cousin sister was missing in the shopping complex. But after 5 years, one of her friends found her cousin sister begging at the road side one of the streets in Bangkok , Thailand . The worst thing is that her cousin sister has no more limbs and her body was tied toa lamp post with a shackle (metal chain).

(9) Let's just shorten this story. DO NOT open your house door when you hear the sound of a BABY CRYING!! It might be a trap! Women in the house must be alert to this trick. The police said it is the work of a robber or murderer using the recording of a baby crying to attract your attention. This normally happens at night and when you are only alone in the house especially.

(10) I read an email that was sent by my friend. Her friend, known as A, went to Luo Hu Commercial City with 2 friends, B and C. Luo Hu Commercial City is the Shenzhen counterfeit goods distribution center. There are many people there. It's also near to the ShenZhen train station and Hong Kong 's Luo Hu Port. C went to the toilet at the shopping centre while A and B waited outside. After waiting for a long, time they felt uneasy and went into the toilet to look for her. When they went in, there was nobody inside there. Both were scared and they called C's phone.There was no one answered. So they reported to the police. The police asked them whether they had seen anyboby suspicious going into the toilet. Both said there were none and its impossible to bring a life person with more out of the toilet without them noticing. Then A remembered seeing a cleaner pushing a trolley in, and then coming out. The police told them that was not the 1st time such a thing happened. The police suspected a gang of criminals who were always attacking women in the the toilet of shopping complexes. They use cleaners to kidnap people to harvest their organs for sale.

REMEMBER: Please be careful when using the toilet. Do not go to the wash room or toilet ALONE! Please at least have a partner with you.

photo buffet continued.

2008-10-27T04:15:00.000-07:00

with blue flash of holga.
lovin' the slight brownish-ness
double exposure
oh no. too dark but i like the light leak!
remember us by our silly faces.
double exposure
anywhere but towards the camera!
i like this the most! (: sammy and nuo.
amin and nick after F1's performance.
at clarke quey (: love the lights
she's a water tank! (:
to note: those pairs of feet with the shoes are not supposed to be in that picture. i don't know how it end up there! haha! maybe cuz i overlapped it with jess's pic without knowing!

note to self: REMEMBER TO WIND FILM TO NEXT.
a photo of zeee or jess beside a displayed F1 car.
wana know the reason for that light leak?
BECAUSE MY HOLGA SPONGE CAME OUT AND ABOUT 3/4 OF MY ROLL OF FILM GOT EXPOSED!
thanks a lot, mr sponge.
what a waste
luckily this pic wasn't washed out.
like this too!
jess with holga red flash.

photo buffet

2008-10-27T03:42:00.000-07:00

Benw was very kind and let me play around with his DSLR camera.
so here are just some pictures i took.
some are very obviously edited but i like the edited effects. (:
so here goes..

sammy and birthday girl, victoria.
lol. OOOH! i love this the most. cuz its not edited at all. i was so surprised by how gorgeous the picture came out from the camera's live view. lovin' the light! (:

okay, edited, needless to say. haha. but i like the saturated effect. (:
would u like to have tea with me at Dome? =D
Hump ahead
sinful treats
i really want a DSLR. RAWRR.
He is our rock.
lovin' slightly ancient feeling.

yupyup. that's all for the photos taken by Ben's camera.
next up! : from Sammy's Diana and my Holga. (:

FINALLY

2008-10-25T10:53:00.000-07:00

after so long, i've decided to change my blogskin.
this is so that those friends using internet explorer can read my blog because everything is overlapped badly.
seems like quite a number of my friends are encountering the same problem as i am.
so will just use this blog skin in the meantime when the problem, whatever it is, is fixed.

A BIG THANK YOU TO TREASA FOR HELPING ME WITH THE EDITING!
htmls are no joke, i tell u.
my eyes are almost cross eyed.

okay!
need to sleep now.
tmr breakfast sales in church!
wooohoo!
and hopefully my dad will let me stay on longer for vic's birthday celebration.
BBQ in ball court!
woots!

there will sometimes be cookouts in church.
love last night's "bring your own" the youth group had.
we got to eat spaghetti and freshly cooked burgers!
SLURP!! (:

i'm blessed to have silly friends like them. (:

2008-10-25T03:48:00.000-07:00

went to the flea market with sammy, bibi, kin lai, jia qian, rui zhi and oh ong.
i had so much fun man.

AND I SPENT MY WHOLE 50 DOLLARS JUST LIKE THAT.
a lovely dress - $6 [DIRRRRT CHEAP! and gorgeous too!]
a top - $15 [Flare sleeves, heh heh.]
a pair of flower earrings - $7? if i am not wrong [yellow yellow oh-so-cheerful (:]
a brown leather thick belt - $11 [lovin' the look]
a black buckle thick belt - $ 11 [ditto! (:]

so yup. my $50 just slipped off.
do they add up to 50?
oh ya, i was left with a dollar which i spent on my Vita Soy.
i only stopped when i realised there wasn't any notes in my spongebob anymore. =(

it was so hot in scape park too!
were like, roasted chickens running around looking for the best deals.
haha.

oh ya. for online sprees, i bought myself a big red bag and a scarf.
ooohsy!
bought a lovely star shaped necklace which some of u guys liked and a pair of cute hotdogs ear studs from juzval.

am still contemplating on whether to get a dress from tricia's livejournal.

my top from Cynthia can't be bought anymore cuz of some reasons, Cynthia is closing down their website for quite some time.
i don't mind waiting but the thing is that they are going to restock with new clothes when they are lauched again.
i really love that top a lot. =(
i wonder if they are having any warehouse sales.
hmm, but even if they do, it will be in taiwan.
OH BOOO.

OH NO!
better start saving money again!!!!!!!!!!!!

and so many friends' birthday coming.
more money to go.
oh wells.
at least i can get some money back by working in Singapore Cricket Club this coming sat and sun!
its just a 2 day job.
can't wait for the pay check!
hahaha.

pray

2008-10-24T09:27:00.000-07:00

at church ; vic, miao, sammy and nuo jumping for joy while andy just acting cool.
LOVIN' MY HOLGA! (:

u know what?
i have decided to overcome my fear of telling men about God.
tonight cell really hit me a home run about praying for non-believers, about the restorations of families, about the temptations many people had to fight against [drugs, smoking, casual sex and gangs].
i, myself, feel that this is a strong matter to pray about because there are too many a times when i hear or see these kinda things happening.
hopefully there will be a way for light to leak into those dark places.

i have been very understanding to other religions so i hope u guys who aren't really please with my Christian entries will respect mine too.
yup. (:
have not really encountered any one who dissed me off for sharing about my religion but its just a disclaimer.
haha

i really start to love my church more and more each time i go for cell or worship services.
i feel that its my second home.
somewhere where i have so many "siblings" [being the only child, this is a blessing.]
somewhere where people cares for u, the guys will protect u, the girls are all lovely dolls.
somewhere i can just hang out after cell or service.
somewhere i can play captain ball in,
somewhere i can shower in,
somewhere i can sleep in,
somewhere with a great sense of security and love.
just somewhere i don't mind being 24 hours. (:

SWEET DREAMS TO ALL!
FLEA MARKET WITH CLASSMATES TMR! (:

OLD SCHOOL

2008-10-23T06:28:00.000-07:00

is still the best! (:
watch them have the time of their life!

can't figure out my life

2008-10-20T06:37:00.000-07:00

bubbles of adrenaline bursting out of the lavas of anxiety.
this, is what i am feeling now.
the reason?
i'm not too sure.
heh.

just so many things had happened lately.
i wonder when things will settle back to its usual form again.
but then again,
maybe its better this way.
at least it gives my life a little ride on a roller-coaster.

do u guys believe that smells are able to trigger a part of ur mind to bring back a certain memory?
like, for example.
just today while i was waiting for the train in Bedok Mrt station, a wave of fragrance just drifted by.
it reminded me of my secondary school days when i used my favourite Adidas perfume.
all those bitter sweet memories.
hais.
heh hehs.

oh so u think my life has been all but a bed of roses?
nah.
i've my ups and my downs.

oh right. speaking of downs.
i had a few days in a row where i kept smelt farts and trust me, it wasn't a very pleasant experience at all.
haha.
it was like stinkbombs thrown straight at my nostrils.

REMEMBER, ZEEE?!
so many days lo.
and worse is that none of them smelt it.
JUST ME.
oh, how great is that man.

even when we went to little india, i had two fart encounters.

but u know what?
it just shows two things.
that nowadays, people have more gas in them.
and..
that they do not clear their bowels often.

little india getaway

2008-10-19T17:20:00.000-07:00

no nice bangles to found there so far.
quite a disappointment.
but still, a delicious indian dinner with great company leaves me satisfied for the rest of the evening. (:
let's go there again for some more nuns and chickens! (:
*slurps*

do u believe? me? not quite

2008-10-16T07:51:00.000-07:00

What Germaine cheong ying yun Means

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

some parts are true.
but things like... i'm good at everything i do, its not true.
too often a time, i had to struggle with many things.
i'm not an all rounder and i tend to depend on people at times.
there are many other things which i don't agree as to how i see myself.
but yeah, its true that i can be too overwhelming to handle at time - when i am so hyped up and crazy!
haha. like a big bubble ready to burst anytime.
but then again, there are so many parts and sides of me, i don't know who i am.
haha.

ah shucks, what's with this serious attitude, germs?!
woooo! haha!

getting together with a old friend can be just as crazy.

2008-10-16T05:47:00.000-07:00

teehee.
yep, u've got that right.
went to Jade's house to make piglet's birthday present.
we made like a photo frame collage thing.
haha, not bad, i must say. (:

crazy as old time.
alright, are u ready?
here goes...

Her present specially made by Jimmy. SPEAKING OF BIAS-NESS, MAN! haha!
Jade hard at work. *psstt! nudge nudge* pictures can be VERY DECEIVING. =P
jade's mum made this for her. so sweet.
i called him KPO kia.
haha. cuz he looks very KPO.
as if wants to know every gossip there is existing.

or is it a her? HMM.
we did crazy things like this.
there are so many toys in her room!!
i think i made a few new friends that day.
me with MIAN BAO CAO REN!
HOHO!
uh, did i spell the name correctly? haha.
Eeeeeeyore was never left out.
jade likes to bully her friends.
even this hedgehog.
poor thing.
see? isn't this new friend of mine cute?
haha.
i'm going to have tea with him later this evening.
=P

okay. LOL people, LOL!

*i hate it when ppl mistreat their toys. i feel their pain when they are thrown about recklessly! i hated it when ppl pulled my barbie doll's hair, get her to bend in awkward positions and walk around naked.*

anyway, remember Baby Bryan?
heh heh
he's still as cute as ever, though i prefer him when he was younger.
look! his japanese name [he's half jap half chinese for those who don't know.]
hey ya Funabiki Nobuhisa!
i'm going to get u to teach me japanese when u grow big and strong!
*hugs and kisses.*

School reopens today.

2008-10-12T16:50:00.000-07:00

oh right.
hurray.
-.-

maybe, i can take over the world like how King Kong almost did.

*shrugs*
right..

clothes clothes? do u want them clothes?

2008-10-09T23:58:00.000-07:00

went to Hui fang's house yesterday to play around.
took several photos of the clothes we wanted to sell.
haha.
any interested parties, let me know.
actually, i'm too busy now to elaborate on each of them.
so just sms me if u want to know more. (:
all are free sized, btw. (:
measurements will be done later.
but i can fit in most.
so just estimate yeah?
thanks! (:

little miss naughty

black netting top - toga.

purple off shoulders top with a ribbon on the right.

basic green top from crocodile.
sorry hp camera couldn't get the real green-ness of it. haha

smart cut short with cutesy buttons by the side

genuine levis jeans

poker braclet

heart shaped pendant comes with the chain

anklet with love.